[ here's ramuda in the clothing store, yeeting articles of clothing here or there. he is perhaps very predictably, not thrilled with the changes this week. ]
I used to be! But I'm a fashion designer now, hehe.
Actually my line is pretty different from what I wear, but that doesn't mean I can just show up wearing whatever. I was made to look cute and irresistible ☆!
[Hansa is wandering by, thinking to check on Lobelia. But there's another here, instead. A vibrant pink little rabbit. He stops, blinks, before exclaiming:]
Oh. You're here. Somehow, I'm not surprised.
[His tone is light, but one can tell he's extremely exhausted, somehow.]
[ the bunny jumps up and down. where else would it be?
okay sometimes it has to run small errands elsewhere and getting the fuck outta dodge takes up a lot of its time but. visiting lobelia is important too!!!!!!!!!!! ]
Obviously!
[ it reaches into it's little jacket to pull out a piece of paper which already has words written on it. i'm saving everyone's lives since everyone knows what cipher ramuda is using now. ]
[ with a giggle of laughter. really hansa, you're being silly right now.
and this is kind of funny, isn't it? their dislike was mutual but now it's shifted a bit and that's fine by ramuda. he doesn't care if he's hated it and he's used to it! (does this sound familiar?)
he pulls out another new fresh sheet of paper, staring up at hansa for a moment before writing. when he's done, he has a new word to add: ]
Answer ★.
I'm happy when I'm happy and I'm not overcompensating or faking it. But happiness is something I don't get to have except for brief moments. It's not a mask and none of what you saw from me was fake. All of it is me, Ramuda.
The most I've ever been. More than I thought I would ever be allowed to be.
[ because ramuda amemura has been happy before, but this happiness is different. this happiness sits in his chest and doesn't flicker out, and sometimes he feels like he's drowning in it but he always finds his breath right before he does. ]
Hehe, it really doesn't matter to me. A lot of people hate me, so I'm used to it!
[ not that he's accusing hansa of hate here, his word choice was purposeful. ]
But that doesn't mean I still can't be curious, ya know? I guess I'm more wondering why than anything else.
[ ramuda will soon bury his jakurai feelings for good, but right now in the presence of someone who reminds him so much of him--he has to pick. he can't help himself. ]
week 2 monday; clothing store
They totally did this on purpose!
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[Someone isn't happy. Hansa glances back at what Ramuda has thrown away.]
Can't find anything on the warmer side?
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[ he's going to look like a little pink burrito this week. ]
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[ he'll figure something out, he just has to keep digging. ]
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[TRYING TO REMEMBER MENTIONED RAMUDA LORE...]
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Actually my line is pretty different from what I wear, but that doesn't mean I can just show up wearing whatever. I was made to look cute and irresistible ☆!
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How does one look "cute and irresistible"?
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Got someone you're lookin' to charm?
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WEEK 5 DAY 1
Oh. You're here. Somehow, I'm not surprised.
[His tone is light, but one can tell he's extremely exhausted, somehow.]
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okay sometimes it has to run small errands elsewhere and getting the fuck outta dodge takes up a lot of its time but. visiting lobelia is important too!!!!!!!!!!! ]
Obviously!
[ it reaches into it's little jacket to pull out a piece of paper which already has words written on it. i'm saving everyone's lives since everyone knows what cipher ramuda is using now. ]
Thank you!
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[This is...]
[Sorry, he's actually sort of confused.]
For what?
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For looking after him.
[ the rabbit tilts its head as if this should be obvious. ]
Silly~.
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[...]
[Well, of course. Though he's absolutely going to huff about this.]
I didn't do it for you, mind. [>:/] But...you're welcome.
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[ with a giggle of laughter. really hansa, you're being silly right now.
and this is kind of funny, isn't it? their dislike was mutual but now it's shifted a bit and that's fine by ramuda. he doesn't care if he's hated it and he's used to it! (does this sound familiar?)
he pulls out another new fresh sheet of paper, staring up at hansa for a moment before writing. when he's done, he has a new word to add: ]
Answer ★.
I'm happy when I'm happy and I'm not overcompensating or faking it. But happiness is something I don't get to have except for brief moments. It's not a mask and none of what you saw from me was fake. All of it is me, Ramuda.
He gets that.
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[None of what he saw was fake, huh.]
...You and him are like peas on the same happiness pod, huh. No wonder you two go so well together.
[It's all about happiness, in the end. The eternal search for it, in every nook and cranny.]
Are you happy? With him?
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[ he starts to write some more. ]
The most I've ever been. More than I thought I would ever be allowed to be.
[ because ramuda amemura has been happy before, but this happiness is different. this happiness sits in his chest and doesn't flicker out, and sometimes he feels like he's drowning in it but he always finds his breath right before he does. ]
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WEEK 5 GAME END
It sure is a sight, huh.
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Yeah!! It's different from the beach in Tokyo, but in a good way.
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...What brings you out here, anyways?
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[ ramuda giggles. ]
Are you asking cause it's weird to see me alone? I need to think sometimes too!
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[He'll be honest about that.]
Penny for your thoughts, then.
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[ he says it with curiousity and nothing else.
and don't worry he will get to his other thoughts after but they are related. ]
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[Said with sincere curiosity.]
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[ not that he's accusing hansa of hate here, his word choice was purposeful. ]
But that doesn't mean I still can't be curious, ya know? I guess I'm more wondering why than anything else.
[ ramuda will soon bury his jakurai feelings for good, but right now in the presence of someone who reminds him so much of him--he has to pick. he can't help himself. ]
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